Welcome to the club of rejection and failure! The one thing which I used to do since my childhood was writing, so obviously the immense love I have for writing is beyond imagination but hold on when you build your career in the field of writing does it feel like you made the right choice because the person sitting in front of you don’t think so.
Getting rejected for the thing which I believe I was perfect literally anguished me. The whole world seems to be your enemy because there was only one thing which I was waiting for but nope, you’re still not selected. I literally had from a very casual interview to a very harsh one. The casual one made me realise that what is the importance of teamwork and how things can be achieved via teamwork but the harsh one made me realise that how you still need to work on yourself.
Being a fresher, everything was very new to me like how to sit, how to speak and even how to express yourself because you don’t know what may offend your interviewer. I’m still behind the race, feeling lonely, rejected and cornered by everyone. From my friends I just need that they should understand me, and guide me which they’re doing but still I’m not getting my mental peace. My family is in a total chill mode because they know one day I’ll make them proud but reaching that one day is so hard for me.
This phase created a self-doubt on my capabilities and potential which I know it shouldn’t be but at some point of time, you start feeling this. Questioning my worthiness and my strength is not what I should do.
What I know is never giving up, it is the part of my new life which is definitely going to make me feel strong and powerful. Everything has a reason so believe it and have some patience. Just trust the timing and your god because this time will also fly. Wish me luck!
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